A bad dream

I can’t believe that at this time when my eyesight has nearly completely gone that my son has said I cannot go to his wedding

It is extremely cruel and unkind

He takes after his father I believe who was unkind to me when I was married to him

I should have left him or made him leave a lot earlier and now it has come to this

I have no contention with my children and love them dearly

I should have made their father leave he was a ful, my brother said my neighbours could hear him shouting at me and my friend did at the bottom of my garden and felt sorry for me

Why is my son punishing me this way when I have only tried to care and help them. I paid for his law degree. Initially he didn’t block me then… I got away from their dad, does my son realise what he is doing … what will her family think… it’s so cruel

It’s cruel beyond words

There is something wrong with them for them to treat me this way

And at this time when the glaucoma in my eyes is so bad ….

I should have stayed in Shrewsbury

The dynamics were ok there

Coming back here has made it all worse . I thought as Chrissy had gone to Birmingham I would come back and be near them

Nick and Rob

I hope he doesn’t treat his wife like he treats me…like his father treated me…

What is he thinking cutting me off like this my mum and dad his gran and grandad would be shocked

I feel like suicide to be honest



And children unkind to me like their dad was

God I wish I had never married such a man

My dad didn’t like him as said he was cross

This is so unfair

And I sit here with Advanced glaucoma

I really want to get away from here as far as possible

But it’s so challenging as ca

barely see



Author: Rosy

I became interested in poetry and try to write about things from my heart that are associated with events in my life or events going on in the World at large or closer to home. I am a visual artist and still am to a certain extent having exhibited some of my work as a visually impaired artist using sponges to paint. I have lost most of my eyesight in recent years to advanced glaucoma and my vision is now very limited I am finding my creativity now evolving in writing poetry and hope to publish my own book of verse in the future. I have a blog page on Wordpress where I share my poetry, art, photography, thoughts and favourite quotes and prayers at https://rosypoems.com

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